So I am reading a little Gabby Bernstein and really focusing on preparing to go back to doing readings on a regular basis.
I am supposed to be vulnerable here, to speak the truth. It isn’t always easy to bear your soul, but it’s what I said I would do.
The truth is I am afraid of failure. I never wanted to be the medium that couldn’t give someone a reading.
And that happened.
And it was awful.
Worse than I imagined.
But I lived.
And I have done successful readings after said failure.
Still, fear grips me every.single.time.
As I stopped today and spent time in meditation reflecting on Gabby’s words; a lightbulb of clarity clicked on in my soul.
These words tumbled out of me…
God called me to this task on purpose. I cannot fail as long as I make my best forward effort. He has given me divine love. With divine love I am unstoppable. I have faith He will lead me where I need to go. I am loved completely and trust that I will be guided to do the most good with my life. I choose to learn through love.
This doesn’t mean the fear is gone, but it does mean I can look at it and call it by name. It does mean that I can face it and move beyond it.
Thanks, Gabby. Thanks, Universe. Thank you, God.
Choosing to learn through love and I hope you are, too.
P.S. Hopefully divine love includes not going to hell for spelling Mother Teresa’s name wrong. Whoops.